Timeless Secret - Friend Lyrics

Now I'm in my twenties, looking back at who I was
Those moments felt like forever, but I was lost in my own flaws
I was the problem, yeah, I was the bad friend
Switching friends like seasons, just to start it all again

Always laughed at jokes that weren't even funny
Broke up bonds that didn't feel right to me
Acting like a wolf wrapped in sheepskin
Never knew I was the one causing all the sins

I did things that now make me feel so low
Like laughing when a friend just needed hope
Unknowingly cruel, while they needed a hand
I was too busy saving myself to understand

Now I'm alone in my twenties, thinking back to what I had
I was the bad friend, acting like a major douchebag
Ditched plans, ran from what felt too close
Left with more anxiety, left with these ghosts

Switched up friend groups like a player's game
Sitting at home, choosing friends by name
Like a covert narcissist wrapped in fear
Wishing I could turn back and find them here

Those were golden days, but I couldn't see
Too caught up in my own insecurities
And now the world feels colder, the nights feel long
Thinking back to the friendships I did wrong

Now I'm alone in my twenties, thinking back to what I had
I was the bad friend, acting like a major douchebag
Ditched plans, ran from what felt too close
Left with more anxiety, left with these ghosts

Now I sit here, haunted by the past
Wishing those friendships could somehow last
I'm in my twenties, but looking back in pain
A bad friend who caused so much strain

I'm sorry, I know it's too late to say

But I'll carry the weight of my own mistakes every day

Now I'm alone in my twenties, thinking back to what I had
I was the bad friend, acting like a major douchebag
Ditched plans, ran from what felt too close
Left with more anxiety, left with these ghosts

Switched up friend groups, and now, thinking back to what I had
I was the bad friend, acting like a major douchebag
Ditched plans, ran from what felt too close
Left with more anxiety, left with these ghosts

Oh

Left with these ghosts

I just want you to know, I'm sorry I was blind
You were the best, and I crossed every line
You didn't deserve someone like me
After all the things I did and said so carelessly

Now, I just want you to know

I just want you to know

I just want you to know