Solid II (Prod.Underdog and Kenexx) Video (MV)

I feel solid unlike my colleagues
You don't know what that means do you
Can you feel it
I don't know
Only know one other person that can really relate to this unknown pain
Thats Megan
It got me pulling me hair, stressing out
But why am I stressed now
Why do I feel so low
I just did it got music on Spotify
Pretty proud I can not lie
Whats next
Guess I need to improvise
So anyways here's how I feel inside
Definitely something close to suicide
Let me stay inside or outside as long as I'm alone
Better have my phone, and open notes
Cuz my demons are back
I just feel so sad

I feel solid
Don't ask me to smile
I feel solid
I can't go on
I feel solid
Is life worth It
I feel Solid
But do you know what that means
Depressed and suicidal
Somewhere in between
Solid
I feel solid

I hit Rock bottom,rock hard ain't no way to get off
I got weight I drag
I've been called a fag
Been used as a rag
All these People nag
For me to be positive
But that's not what it's about
Yelling, lecturing won't change anything
Leave me in my room and let me use this as adrenaline
Cuz I'm running out of energy and fast
I don't know how long I will last
I feel weak
I feel down
Kinda numb
Messed up
Need love
To talk to people
It's been a few days since I've made this
Now I'm getting hella evasive
I can't erase it

I feel solid
Don't ask me to smile
I feel solid
I can't go on
I feel solid
Is life worth It
I feel Solid
But do you know what that means
Depressed and suicidal
Somewhere in between
Solid
I feel solid

50 views means nothing when you got 100 haters
I swear I've been this close to taking a hiatus
But I gotta make it
Can't stop now
Gotta make it to the top now
Even when I feel this low
You know
I gotta stay a pro for all my people feeling like this
No one feeling you
No psychics
We are all the side kicks
Not the main ones
Just the lame ones
And they hate us
So we Solid
We can't stop it

We feel solid
Don't ask us to smile
We feel solid
We can't go on
We feel solid
Is life worth It
We feel Solid
But do you know what that means
Depressed and suicidal
Somewhere in between
Solid
We feeling solid