Time Fly - Life As A Man Lyrics

Only when you fall asleep
Tell me I'm not a dream
Cause it's good to get so much sleep with me
We lay awake

Wake up at night
Cause it's good to get so much sleep with you
That's why I've been going through so much but man they don't understand
Battling with my emotions, my heart stay in Pakistan

Going back and forth in my head, suicidal plans
Losing ground so much that I'm standing in quicksand
Got very few friends, I've been needing to expand
My thoughts been getting darker and no I'm not talking tan

I love being a leader like I'm the one in command
But when you struggling with yourself no one trusts you as a man
Cause I'm always feeling down, when I'm underwater they always think I'm gonna drown
Scars on my wrist, walk around town got 10 bracelets

Think I got friends, f*cked up too much to ever make amends
There's a boat and a bottle and my family show me off all the time I'm not forgotten
I'm always stuck in my head but when you look up on top I ain't never wearing a crown
30% shit that just broke people hide behind other people's frowns

I ain't wanna diss but I see it as it is and I see it like this and I don't mean to offend
So I'm sorry if it hits and I hope it's a miss and I know there's a fix but I don't know what it is
And my case is this, parents can gripe, parents can bitch, parents can lie, parents can snitch
My the split, they treat me so good and they treat me like shit

Treat me like this, they treat me so good, they treat me so good and they treat me like shit
I said I wanna kill myself so they tryna get rid of me
Tryna get rid of me
Don't wanna heal myself so they traded me literally

Traded me literally
So I been going through so much but man they don't understand
Battling with my emotions, my heart stay in Pakistan
Going back and forth in my head, suicidal plans

Losing ground so much and I'm standing in quicksand
Got very few friends, I been needing to expand
My thoughts been getting darker and no I'm not talking tan
I love being a leader like I'm the one to commend

But when you struggling with yourself, don't trust you as a man
Give up on me, guess they go eat
Traded my dad a hospital fee
Wanna be dead, wanna deceased

Back on my knees and I'm begging Lord please
We live in a world where the days are slow but the years fly by
Don't even wanna try to even realize the time has passed
It's way out of sight, I just wanna be a kid where the world was my gift

No stress on my shoulders, not carrying a chip
I miss when things was simple, didn't feel a victim
Tell all these anxieties inside my dimples
Ding ding ding, saved by the bell

That's not a bell, that's my death knell
That's not a bell, that's my death knell
Motherf*cker that's no damn bell, that's a damn death knell
F*ck