I can't wear sweatpants if I leave my house
And I don't really want to
Go anywhere or do anything
Let's chalk it up to a bad day
But it's more like my old ways
The "when I never left my bed" phase
I am becoming what I had once changed
Can't help retaining all of my worst traits
Yeah
I know I'm slipping back
In to the dark
Yeah
Who thought that staying the same
Could be so hard
Green hillside loaded with broken hearts
Endless roads filled by endless dark
I wonder what all of it means
I wonder where all of it leads
I wonder who I'm gonna be
I wonder why I even breathe