It's been a rough few months putting me through hell
I don't know if you can tell
But I'm really not doing all that well
'Cause the last few weeks have been a test
Of everything I've ever let
Slip from my mind
Lest I forget
I'm an impostor here in my own life
Slowly spinning stuck in the time
Before I'm discovered
And have to start over
'Cause I don't feel like myself
It's been a long long time since I last fell
And I don't know how not to dwell
On all the things at which I don't excel
The words I speak all feel empty
And the things I think don't feel like me
Just everyone I've ever met
Sung just out of key
I'm an impostor here in my own life
Slowly spinning stuck in the time
Before I'm discovered
And have to start over
'Cause I don't feel like myself
It's all I can see
When I try to sleep
I feel like a fake and I hate it
It's all I can think
When I'm at the brink
Of giving up on what I believe in
What is identity without a self to perceive
I feel like an impostor in my own brain
Slowly spinning stuck in the time
Before I'm discovered
And have to start over
'Cause I don't feel like myself