Time Eater - #Blessed Lyrics

The last time that we spoke
You were so drunk it made me sick
You thought that being an honest person
Meant being a f*cking dick
I never thought that I deserved any apologies
Even though when life didn't go your way
You took it out on me
And you said you didn't want to be like him
Your father drank until he was hugging porcelain
You can blame him for your nightly bedtime spins
But it'll never be enough to absolve mortal sin
Now I wish that I could look
Into your bloodshot eyes
But that ship has sailed long ago
'Cause they make me wanna die
And I can't help but feel guilty
When I have to justify
It isn't anybody's fault
It's just a blessing in disguise