Tim Vinson - King Of Moderation Lyrics

I'm losing faith that I can be someone
That I can be proud of
I'm losing hope that I can stay sober
Don't tell my mother
If I go crazy
Blame it on whoever took my insurance at 18
I was a child maybe not in their eyes
But if I die tell my old therapist i'm still
The king of moderation
Thought I was doing fine
Then I flew too high
Growing wings over my irises
It really opens up your eyes
I'm still the king of moderation
A little bit here a little bit there
A little everywhere
It's all over the floor and I really don't care
Just trying to pretend that i'm not scared
I'm losing friends like I lose my car keys
Can't drive them away from me
I'll bite my tongue until it bleeds
Better the pains not for you but me
I think i'm neutral but i'm so chaotic
This charts of the chain I'm neurotic
I know my emotions are sporadic
But would they really like me if I was pragmatic
So i'll be the king of moderation
Promise i'm doin fine
I just get cravings
To say things so off the rail
That it really opens up your eyes
I'm still the king of moderation
A little bit here a little bit there
A little everywhere
It's all over the floor and I really don't care
Just trying to pretend that i'm not scared
I'm not
Afraid of the dark
Predators in the park
I'm scared to take a doll out from the Devil
Just to revel in malevolence
Farces and fascinations
Questions of creation
That burst out of my body
Frustrations made me brazen
So i'll be the king of moderation
Promise i'm doing fine
I just have vices and vision
Divisive inhibitions
Prying my eyes open every night
I'll be the King of moderation
A little bit here
A little bit there
A little everywhere
It's all over the floor and I really don't care
Just trying to pretend that I'm not scared
Im not scared
I'm not I'm not
I'm not scared