They'll tear me apart
If they share my path
Like strangers in the dark
Looking for a chance to show their mark
And I know
I've got to get away from my self destruction
God only knows
What will happen if I can't decide for myself
And I know
I've got the devil on my shoulder telling me I'm his
I'm weak and he's going to break me
They pass through my veins just as blood
Thoughts living inside me like a parasite
I wish I could be free
From this personal disease
I'm losing control
And if I've gone to far
Will you rescue me from
Being six feet under the grass
I really thought it would pass
And I'd be all right
And I know
That I'm the only one who can fight it
God only knows
What's waiting for me at the end of the road
And I know
I've got the devil on my shoulder telling me I'm his
I'm weak and he's going to break me
They course through my body out of sight
Thoughts infiltrate me whilst I try to hide
I'm longing to be free
From this internal disease
I'm losing control
Losing Control