Dust and hair clumps coat my feet
The dirtiness of my floor
The cockroaches crawl across my body
As I let myself lay and rot
My brain rots first then goes my body
Into an ugly pale shapeless blob
I keep myself obedient to my self destruction
Doomscroll until my brain stops
Black room, black hair, black eyebags
Everyday we get fed a new nightmare
This is everything the modern world is made of
Eat, sleep, cum, rot
Rain falls acid and my land becomes
Another frozen burning piece of hell
Because killing my children feeds Sawei's family so I might as well kill myself
My brain rots out of my body into a cold pale gray paste
I break my legs and break my life
I live for pleasure's sake
Black room, black hair, black eyebags
Everyday we get fed a new nightmare
This is everything the modern world is made of
Black skies, gray clouds, red sun rays
My grandchildren will never get to live to my age
This is everything the modern world is made of
Eat sleep cum rot
This is my personal apocalypse
Its the breaking-down of everything sacred
Addiction breaks me down
I break myself from reality
I crush my brain between my hands
I choose to rot