Tildæ - Lucky Clover Lyrics

I'm ready to tell you all my background
Won't be so long, you don't need to slow down
Just walk beside me, a short term please
After you can go wherever roads are

Loneliness is choking after some time but
You won't feel it as long as you can scroll down
Well, I'm about to get a nervous breakdown
Please listen to me

It's hard to bear to be a loner
When all I want is to get closer
To you and all the people, out there
Hopeless trial
But I
Try until my fuel is over
I wish I could find a lucky clover
Somewhere, must be
In my own yard

Gloomy days are slowly passing by
I think I'm the only one who missed out
The chances, the free rides
My happiness was overshadowed by my own clouds

Optimists say the sun always shines
And I'm not pessimist I swear but I can't find
The light, but haze
Why they claim that everything starts with the mind

It's hard to bear to be a loner
When all I want is to get closer
To you and all the people, out there
Hopeless trial
But I
Try until my fuel is over
I wish I could find a lucky clover
Somewhere, must be
In my own yard