Tildæ - FAB (For a Boy) Lyrics

I never had to fight for anybody's love
Then you crossed my way, a bit sweet but tough
I know I'm not the person with whom you'd share your path
It wasn't the right moment you were haunted by your past

But I just wanted to find out
How it feels not to be loved
And how it feels when I need to fight
To score
But I just wanted to find out
How it feels not to be loved
And how it feels when I need to fight
For a boy

My therapist said I was ready to open up
The next day I found you looking at me from above
Started with chasing joy, soon turned out love
And that's how I explain this, one-sided affair of us

That I just wanted to find out
How it feels not to be loved
And how it feels when I need to fight
To score
I just wanted to find out
How it feels not to be loved
And how it feels when I need to fight
For a boy

A year later I heard you finally found love
That was the moment I stifled the dumb hope
And now I'm just hoping
That this time you're floating
Your past is not holding back
And you can go with the tide

I just wanted to find out
How it feels not to be loved
And how it feels when I need to fight
To score
I just wanted to find out
How it feels not to be loved
And how it feels when I need to fight
For a boy