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Oh I've got this kinda strange effect on you
Where you don't want me as much
As you say you do
And I've got this kinda strange lump in my throat
Where if I breathe too hard
I just might choke

And I
Was born
A broken doll
No wonder nobody
Wanted me
At all
I Was born into
A house of dirt
But I'll be damned
If thats all I'm
Ever worth

Maybe I'm just too obsessed with myself
Then again
Why isn't anybody else
I tend to overthink and overanalyze
But I just can't think straight
In your punishing eyes

Oh I begged and begged for you to look at me
But now I don't even want
Your sympathies
I begged and begged for you to love me
But i guess i just wasn't
Deemed worthy

And I wrote this standing in my underwear
I never thought
I could
Feel so cold
And bare
I wrote this standing in my lingerie
That I bought
For our
Anniversary

But I've got this kinda strange effect on you
Where you don't want me as much
As you say you do
And I've got this kinda strange lump in my throat
Where if I breathe too hard
I
Just
Might
Choke