Tiernan Juarbe - Fashionably Late, Reasonably Early Lyrics

Fashionably late, but I'm reasonably early to the party
They don't understand, let's get this party started
I miss my drug addictions, Them shits really departed
Thinking about relapsing, I might just get red-carded
Got my friends around me, but I feel lonely
Chasing highs from the past, yeah, it's getting phony
Lights flash, music's loud, it's drowning out my thoughts
Caught in this cycle, fighting battles I fought
In a room full of people, but I still feel alone
No one's checking up on me, no one's calling my phone
Everyone I love left, I really should've known
I swear that everyone leaves, it's getting really old
In a room full of people, still feeling alone
No one checks in, guess I'm really on my own
Everyone I love left, I really should've seen
It hurts to feel forgotten, I'm stuck in this in-between
Chasing empty conversations, I'm lost in the crowd
I wear a smile, but deep inside, I'm breaking down
I miss my drug addictions, them shits really departed
I'm thinking about relapsing, I might just get red-carded
Fashionably late, but I'm reasonably early to the party
They don't understand, let's get this party started
I miss my drug addictions, Them shits really departed
Thinking about relapsing, I might just get red-carded
Thinking about relapsing, I might just get red-carded
Going dummy stupid man, I swear I go retarded
Asking if I'm okay, I sat there and just nodded
Don't know what to say, so I never responded
I miss my drug addictions, I might just get red-carded
(How can I forget you
How can I forget when I don't feel right
How can I forget you)