Tiaraaaxold - Reloading ... Lyrics

Tiaraaaxold

I cannot lie I been losing my focus
Been hurting so bad got me feeling so hopeless
At war with myself can't contain my emotions
My mental been failing but nobody notice

Trapped in my thoughts they been treating me Rough
Been praying to God like tell me wassup
Got my heartbroken but it made me tough
That pain deep inside me but I eat it up

I had fell off the map but I'm back on business
Been laid in the cut just stackin and chillin
I know they hating I stay in they mention
Been loyal and real but they paint me a villain

Claimed that they solid and that they about it I call who I love when im low And need help
They wasn't there for me I called them cryin hung up in my face had to do it myself

He was just switching up on me no reason
Said that he loved me changed wit the season
Giving my heart I almost stopped breathing
Battled alone I was fightin demons

Used to be all with the hype and arguing Ain't have no filter I used to go dumb
Explaining my feelings they used it to hurt me I bottled it up and now my heart Numb

I'm letting it die cuz I Couldn't tame it
Walking with rage in yo heart get dangerous
Treated me bad but I'm who you blaming
How you gone fumble me that be the strangest

I'm a good person I gave it my all
You took advantage it is what it is
Gave it to god I been praying for peace
You gone reap what you sow you gone get whatchu give

Ain't no more stressing me
Lettin em have it no affecting me
Fallin back is the new recipe
Now they respecting me
Make it harder to get Next to me
You a dubbb ain't no reckin me

Man I'm on go
Won't see me trippin no more
They won They can have you fasho
I'm lettin em know
Gotta unstoppable flow
Ain't no more slamming the door

They thought I was finished
I'm coming harder independent
You say what's good I say good riddance
It Ain't no more chillin
I'm Done Layin in my feelings
Taken off I'm ona mission

Now I'm Reloading
Catch me in the booth exploding
Bout to have the people folding
You see im that golden
Ain't speaking on nothing no more
Stayin humble ain't proven I'm chosen

I cannot lie I been losing my focus
Been hurting so bad got me feelin so hopeless
At war wit myself can't contain my emotions
My mental been failing but nobody notice

Trapped in my thoughts they been treating me Rough
Been praying to God like tell me wassup
Got my heartbroken but it made me tough
That pain deep inside me but I eat it up

Tiaraaaxold