I used to be a child with dreams so bright
But life got tough, and I lost my light
Growing up was supposed to be a fun ride
But all I found was pain deep inside
It's just like every day I have the demon to temper
Your lot of hate, you know? If I hadn't I'd be dead, you're crazy
I go on stage feeling like I'm some kind of freak
Demons want their dedications
Hate, sadness, they're a part of me
Carrying the weight of my history
All my life I rowed in the darkness I wake up I have this hatred that penetrates me
But anyway, I'm the worst kind, I'm in pain, I see my peers down there
My dreams get dressed up my dreams don't make me bandage anymore don't wait for me or ruin your life in my arms
Memories fading like colors in the rain
Trying to hold on, but it's all in vain
I'll keep pushing forward, no matter how hard
I'll find the light in this darkened yard
My sweat drops we smell hell we'll start again we'll end up if we do
Kevin is you or far from the ages, I see my hatred on the balance I take misery to f*cking walk keep double the keys hi I leave the earth
I travel film I see again I counted all day till I burn my wings
I'll rise above the hate and sadness inside
Embracing the scars, wear them with pride
Every tear shed, every battle won
I'll keep moving forward, until the journey's done
Feel the surge feel the energy
In this symphony we find our destiny