Its not bad grand-dad had a heart attack
Cant see throughs his eyes that's the cataracts
Fake love, lived lies had to clean my act
Mother knew I was the devil when I sold the pack
Wrote a couple songs, now I am the after-math
I was thinking on my past, now I'm passing that
Homeboy step on crack break yo mamas back
You just think about yourself and not what you lack
I used to slack hit the joint but I had it twisted
Turned wrong missed the point then I lost the vision
Used to think twice 'bout life reminiscing
Fight now right nows where we really Living
Feel me I'm not numb
(Cuz right now is what you really missing)
Hold me till morning come
(Cuz right now is where I'm really Living)
Help Me with your drug
Cuz Right Now
(Right Now)
Cuz Right Now
(Right now)
Cuz Right Now
(Right now)
(Right now)
(Right now)
Whats the point of Christmas
Let me Tell you its the present
I can see myself in you and the way that you dressing
I used to do drug take shots thats adolescences
I take psychedelics help me with creative expression
I put my right hand up to god
Raise my left to the mob
Middle fingers to the cops
Im gonna dance till my heart stops
Cuz I know its gon' stop
I'm a living predicament used to care about fitting in
Lady love I love your love
Way I treated you sickening
Rainy days on me trickling
Stay sober not sipping it
Go to party still kicking it
Now I'm in it Im living it
Get the bag the cash that ain't worth it
Girl we know you got an ass go and twerk it
Don't be dumb loving bums who ain't working
Only lust isn't love now you birthing a person
That's a kid, thats a spirit that's yo life
See my daddy's never been around
But mother was nice
I was scared of taking chances now I'm rolling the dice
I know everyone will love me cuz I'm loving my life
Thats real life
Feel me, I'm not numb
Hold me, till morning come
Help me, with your drug
Heal me, show me love
Feel me, I'm not numb
Hold me, till morning come
Help me, with your drug
Heal me, show me love