Yeah, I really just need to write this shit down
So I'ma tell y'all what I wrote
Just give me one second
It's from a couple days ago, let me find it
Oh, here it is
Man, a lot of things I did as a young kid, but I had to f*cking live
Had to switch it up, had to figure out what I'm doing
Everybody knew that I was really moving off the shit
Look, had to f*cking go
Had to grow up and tell them, look, this ain't a joke
Had to write it down, had to tell them this
Look, I'ma start from the beginning
But, if you don't really get it, I did this shit everyday, that was my limit
Talking about the pain that I ever went through
All this shit hurt me, I promise you ain't got a clue
What I ever went through, if you even put my shoes on
Ain't nothing's gonna make sense, you lived it wrong
I promise if you take the wrong step
Look, you'll put this gun straight up to your motherf*cking head
Look, that's really what I mean
Everything around me, look, it ain't what it seems
Everybody thought I lived my life like a dream
So, if I ever open up my past, you'll see that there's a lot of demons there
Everything will scare, everything around you, look, it's written really clear
That you don't wanna be here, don't wanna listen
So, I promise I'll turn the page and get to cooking
When we started cooking, everybody listening
Hearing what I gotta say they wanna be my friend
Everybody trying to be my fan
Look, it's kinda crazy cause I know that y'all don't understand
How much pain I went through, everything be hurting
Did this shit for four years, now I'm for certain
That we made it out this shit and we never gotta go back
Everybody remembers how f*cking wack this shit was
Now we sit here everyday thinking about it
Rapping up in the garage, you know we dreamt about it
Everyday we did it, back to back, we hate them critics
Everybody talked the shit but we were never in it
Endless, you brought up our names
Promise we pulled up and you know that we on stage
Once we hear the crowd, man they getting loud
Everybody finally knows my motherf*cking sound