thrown - vent Lyrics

Get me the f*ck out of here, I cannot breathe
Too many memories reminding me of misery
I've tried everything to numb the f*cking pain
To heal a wound that keeps getting ripped open

I've been here long enough to know I'll never belong
Somehow life is standing still
But keeps spinning out of control

(Been here long enough to know I'll never belong)
(Oh shit)

So what am I supposed to feel
When my entire life is crashing down on me?
Do I smile and wave, do I pray for change
Or do I put a f*cking bullet in my brain?

So what am I supposed to feel
When my entire life is crashing down on me?
Do I smile and wave, do I pray for change
Or put a f*cking bullet in my brain?

I swear to God, every time I close my eyes I want to die
And what keeps me alive is to fantasize
About falling asleep but not waking up
I'm sorry, I just had to let it out