thrown - look at me Lyrics

Ayy, I'm either numb or in pain
Emotionally overwhelmed or just an empty shell
Worried by scenarios I make up myself
Not quite insane but think I might be getting there

I ain't calling for help
Just let me f*cking complain
Look at me
I ain't calling for help
Just let me f*cking complain
Look at me

Try to reflect to get my head straight
But sometimes a thought can be all it takes
To let all the negativity in
And have it pave the way for all the thoughts
And things kept deep within

What should I do? What if I can't?
What if I fail? Oh, not again
Might be repeating myself
(But I can't emphasize enough how much I hate this)
Focusing on all the wrong shit
Like what if I died, would I be missed?
(The slightest inconvenience makes it hard to exist)

I ain't calling for help
Just let me f*cking complain
Look at me
And I gotta say
I wish I could make it all go away
Yeah

Make it go away