Pointlessly waiting, I don't know
How far to put this away
Feel myself losing all control
I wish that there was more I could say
Do you think that I could have saved you
Or maybe I needed to save myself
I've been waiting for you to come home
Or maybe I need to go
And lock the door that tore you out of the old house
Yeah, I lock the door that tore you out of the old house
I feel it starving
All that I've known
I thought I could face anything
This isn't how I
Expected it to go
I wanted to believe I could face anything
I'm sorry that I couldn't make you proud
I'm sorry I don't have time to make amends
Since you're not around
I'm admitting I'm afraid of this life
That I gave out but I'm thankful for the lesson
Just angry you left a hole in this sound
Do you think that I could have saved you
Or maybe I needed to save myself
I've been waiting for you to come home
Or maybe I need to go
And lock the door that tore you out of the old house
Yeah, I lock the door that tore you out of the old house
I lock the door that tore you out of the old house