Repeating torches illuminate the room
Highlighting faulters in the shades of rosy hues
Empty satisfaction wishing to do more
I had a concord to a date I have no love for
Wanna be talk of the town or of my friends online
Shoulda never pushed myself and put too much on the line
But I didn't know much at all and couldn't save myself by fall
But to make it all subpar can only blame myself to start
Know I wanted more
Make a story never told before
Scream like a demi-God
Reciting poems of fungal spores
And I count my breaths keeping check of it all
Waste my time with you as the skeletons dance across your skull
Eating seconds puking hours wasted memories become devoured
Learned a lot never went as planned inside those towers
And I'm tired of being me
I just wanna stop why do I breath
Don't let your tattoo
Fade in the darkness, uncover the clues
Sitting on my ass again
Can't do shit I'll give love when I'm dead
But I spent all the time I had left
Painting my illusion cause my guiltiness is your scorn