Threnody - Ode to the Lamented Lyrics

Habit's what it's become
seems like I'm alone
no one to love me
a proud man is gone
The one in control
is no longer known
living in a haze
hell I've been shown
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need
To think is to be
therefore I am not
living's not the word
applying to me
No longer I can
see what I should do
do with my life
do with myself
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need
Now I've lost all hope
to get me of the hook
No prospect for me
Into hell I look
If I cannot find redemption
at least there will be oblivion
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need