Born to Lose Video (MV)

No one wants to see me and I think I'm going crazy
Why the f*ck do I still feel like this, could anyone just save me?
Don't you tell me that no one else but me can
Cause I've been trying but I still feel like I'm dying

Breathe in breathe out
Could you please just hear me out
I don't wanna fight with you
But you don't even see me now

And when I disappear then don't be sad girl
I just feel like I am going mad, girl
All I ever f*cking wanted was a bad girl
I think that I found her, let me have her

Na, guess I was born to f*cking lose
Cause my f*cking demons followed me right to you
I am sorry I still care for you but I can't change my mind
When I just wanna rest but I really wanna die

Girl, how'll I love you?
I can't love myself
Each day I wake
I wish I'm someone else

Girl, how'll I love you?
I can't love myself
Each day I wake
I wish I'm someone else