I can't tell
If it's getting better or worse
This feeling started
When I accepted your words
You knew the pain you dealt
You know the shame I felt
When you told me that you
Like the way I bleed
I'm so dysfunctional
I watched you shine
Blazing so divine
Look into your eyes
And I could never see you
I'll never heal
The only thing that's real
It's burned into my mind
And it will never surely leave
A panicked grinding of a jaw sewn shut
A feral now deep as a butcher's cut
Descending down
Into the burning abyss
Where we both belong
I'm so dysfunctional
I can't tell
If it's getting better or worse
This feeling started
When I accepted your words
You knew the pain you dealt
You know the shame I felt
When you told me that you
Like the way I bleed
Whispers in my ear
Screaming out my fear
Remember thou art mortal
I watched you shine
Blazing so divine
Look into your eyes
And I could never see you
I'll never heal
The only thing that's real
It's burned into my mind
And it will never surely leave
I'm so dysfunctional