Those That Whisper - Reflections Lyrics

The moments between
The dream and the reality
The distance between you and me
There are no doubts
There is no fear

How am I supposed to look at my reflection
When the only thing I see
Is my enemy
The quiver in your voice
The look in your eyes
What do you see when you look at me
Am I a ghost
Of what I used to be

I can see the fault in my eyes
In my reflection of days gone by
Of what we used to be and what we are
If I gave in would you even care
Or would it bother you
While it choked and smothered me
Into the deepest darks we go
And I don't see the way back home
The mornings suck
And the nights are just as bad
Can you guess what's in between
With all that time stuck in my head

How am I supposed to look at my reflection
When the only thing I see
Is my enemy
The quiver in your voice
The look in your eyes
What do you see when you look at me
Am I a ghost
Of what I used to be

My demons fight a constant war
And years ago I swore
That I would never give up
Through my darkest of nights
But I've lost this battle, you were my last light
And now I'm gone
Have I lost my mind what have I done
You were my everything
My one real hope
But I gave you everything you needed
To hang me from my own damn rope

I'm a ghost
Just let me go
No home, no soul
Noone to call my own
I'm a ghost
Lost at sea with nobody beside me
Nothing left but the demons inside me now
I let the waves crash down
And the tide come take me

How am I supposed to look at my reflection
When the only thing I see
Is my enemy
The quiver in your voice
The look in your eyes
What do you see when you look at me
Am I a ghost
Of what I used to be

Am I a ghost
Of what I used to be

I wanted to say I'm sorry
For the things I put you through
The words I said
The ones I didn't
Words can't explain
The shame I felt
The regret I held
So I wanted to say
I'm sorry..

How very sorry..