I medicate
To ease the pain and suffering
To free me from all the hate
Inside of me
And times may change
But that doesn't mean they change with me
This constant weight
It eats away and it it leaves nothing
For me to take
So I suffocate
So I suffocate
I medicate
Sleepless nights
They plague me with these intrusive thoughts
When will all this be done
When all the songs have sung and I am gone
The things I leave
The words I write
I never know if this is the night that takes me
So I medicate
So I medicate
To ease the pain and suffering
To free me from all the hate
Inside of me
And times may change
But that doesn't mean they change with me
This constant weight
It eats away and it leaves nothing
For me to take
So I suffocate
So I suffocate
I medicate
So I suffocate
When all the songs have sung and I am done
The things I leave
The words I write
I never know if this is the night
That takes me
So I medicate
To ease the pain and suffering
To free me from all the hate
Inside of me
And times may change
But that doesn't mean they change with me
This constant weight
It eats away and it leaves nothing
For me to take
So I suffocate
So I suffocate
The sleepless nights
I laid awake
A broken man on the edge
My brain plays games
But I won't let it win
I medicate