R.O.I. Video (MV)

It was more like
You're supposed to say
You know, we're important
You're supposed to say
It's all gonna be alright
And you're supposed to say
Ah, that you know
Whatever you dream can come dream
And you're supposed to say all those things
I do believe in manifestation
The power of that kind of stuff
But I don't believe that any of it matters
I wanna speak it but the words stuck
Yo I swear I got the worst luck
Every time I think I'm makin my way
I just take another step until that's taken away
Man I used to be the kid that never cared about a thing but now
Now I care too much
Yeah they never really know cause I ain't there too much
Shit I did it to myself I've probably dared too much
But now I'm scared too much
Look at what they anoint
Man if I ain't make it now then what the f*ck was the point
And all these other rappers shit they off balance and still cruise
I really out did 'em with more talent and still lose
Ain't it crazy
I do it the right way
Hop on my computer but that ain't what the sites say
Never been depressed I always thought I'm above it
But every feeling that you hate get redirected when you love it
And now I got somethin I love, guess I'm haunted
By the thought of this just never going how I wanted
I'm lookin' for some ways to get less hurt
Instead of stayin' up wit my chest hurt
I guess to be a king you gotta lose in the chess first
I see 'em getting more, doing less work
When I ain't seen a W in years now
All the smiles from the past turn to tears now
And I don't even wanna look into the mirror now
Move on move on move on
What am I doing wrong
So wrong so wrong
I have faith in what I do (I do)
I got some shit to prove (To prove)
So I stay strong
Stay strong stay strong
Cause I know where I belong
And who the f*ck would care if I left
Like how I get the worst when I been doin my best
I never shared the pain I put it all on my chest
Yeah I know it seem dope but shit my life is a mess
I used to let 'em see me now I ride with a new tint
Studied bigger artists then I followed their blueprint
For what
That ain't lead to fame or the money
Like they get all the fans I probably struggle for twenty
And they get all the perks of that position
Where the f*ck is my recognition
Like where the f*ck is my summit
Gave my life for this game and got nothin from it
Every height is then followed by a plummet huh
Guess it ain't what it seem
But y'all ain't never put 50k up in a dream
Just to see it flop but you live and you learn
This the only thing in life that never brought a return
I guess you live and you learn
Move on move on move on
What am I doing wrong
So wrong so wrong
Losing faith and losing sleep
I'm chasing dead end dreams
They say move on
Move on move on
Cause it's not where I belong