Thorb - Wayside Lyrics

Few nights down low by the wayside
I done seen they life now I hate mine
Now my neck can't
Keep the weight up
Tryna hold my head head high
Oh I spent
Few nights down low by the wayside
I done seen they life now I hate mine
Now my neck can't
Keep the weight up
Tryna hold my head head high
Few nights down low by the wayside
I done seen they life now I hate mine
Now my neck can't
Keep the weight up
Tryna hold my head head high
Lately I been looking down more
Think I know my path when I'm really not sure
It's hard to see the ceiling when you sleeping on the floors
I just see another wall when I open up the doors
But I keep knocking
No one there when I need it
Winning all the time yet I feel so defeated
Set another goal and get depressed when I meet it
Know it really it ain't enough
I'm tired, I feel depleted
It's a lot
I love what I got
Shit, that's a lie
It's a big world and I'm just another guy
But I felt like I could take it to the sky
What the f*ck happened
Everyday sitting back saying, f*ck rapping
Ten years, ain't a single bit of luck happened
Lent a lot of hands out I did enough dapping
Nothing came from it
Just better aim from it
Guess I'm learning with the pain from it
How I spent
Few nights down low by the wayside
I done seen they life now I hate mine
Now my neck can't
Keep the weight up
Tryna hold my head head high
Few nights down low by the wayside
I done seen they life now I hate mine
Now my neck can't
Keep the weight up
Tryna hold my head head high
Lately I been lookin down more
Pressure looming in, I feel it surrounds more
The cage getting tighter but what am I bound for
Tried to sleep on the pain
Woke up and I found more
What a joke
Swimming through the current, they currently on boat
While my currency fighting to stay afloat
What a joke
And I don't like comparisons or similes
But boy I had enough of bigger artists that belittle me
When they ain't even near my level
And they know it
Scared to give the chance
Cause they know I wouldn't blow it
When they all would
And say they cant assist I got to lie and say it's all good
But I ain't saying that no longer
No one finna tell me how to act no longer
F*ck that
I ain't going back no longer
Yeah f*ck that
I ain't going back no longer
No one finna tell me how to act no longer
Oh I spent
Few nights down low by the wayside
I done seen they life now I hate mine
Now my neck can't
Keep the weight up
Tryna hold my head head high
Few nights down low by the wayside
I done seen they life now I hate mine
Now my neck can't
Keep the weight up
Tryna hold my head head high