What is happiness? Is it cash in your hand?
The kind you count alone like I'm just a grain of sand
Is it seeing someone smile like you never knew I'd fade
While I'm left in the dark with the mess that I've made?
I broke what I loved in the chaos of my mind
Grew up in the shadows with no peace to find
Taught that love's a battle one I'll never win
But I'm still here fighting with my own sin
I'm so broken a heart beyond repair
I'm searching for pieces scattered everywhere
I'll rebuild what was shattered with these trembling hands
And maybe in the ruins I'll finally understand
I broke what I loved in the chaos of my mind
Grew up in the shadows with no peace to find
Taught that love's a battle one I'll never win
But I'm still here fighting with my own sin