I shouldn't say these things I do, but I do it knowin I'm makin you lose it
Might cross the line, think I blew it, yeah
I'll pack my bags and I'm movin
This is the choice that I'm choosing and told myself I'm gonna prove it
I said I didn't even know, knew we had to keep it on the low
Knew that I was bout to hit the road, hit 'em with the give and go
I was about to give a little dribble with the bounce when I get up off the flow
I hope you think about me now, clear my mind I don't know how
Should be used to this, be used to this, be used to this by now
What's best left unsaid
Is often times what I rely on
These thoughts in my head
I'm at a loss for words
Look, I ain't trying to put you in middle, it's a little bit of everything I'm on
Plus I got a bit of a Goliath so I'm up and feeling wired over every single word of every song
And I'm thinking about that wherever I go
I'm thinking about mine, I'm thinking about yours
I'm thinking about us, I'm thinking about trust
I'm thinking about love, I'm thinking about lust
But this life's a little dark at the same time
A lot of rumors being spread through the grapevine
A lot of things I never said, I regret that
But there's even more words I would take back
What's best left unsaid
Is often times what I rely on
These thoughts in my head
I'm at a loss for words
Was it worth it
Am I worthless
Drown in bourbon
I'm still searching
It's too late to trust
Do we have what it takes
You loved and you lost
I made my mistakes
Can we make it out
I hate these highs and lows for you
I let you down
And I gave you up
It's best for you
What's best left unsaid
Is often times what I rely on
These thoughts in my head
I'm at a loss for words
Was it worth it
Am I worthless
Drown in bourbon
I'm still searching