Poison to my lips I crave
Underneath my breath indulging you
It's been too long since I looked at the mirror and liked what I see looking back
It's been too long since I wasn't depressed
Can't remember when I was relaxed
That moment you looking for someone to blame but the finger is pointed at you
I'm hurting myself and the people around me like it was just something to do
Bring me down to feel alive again
You taught me how to blame myself
Look what you put me through
That's just the toxic truth
It seems like the closer we gettin the further I get from the things that I need
I'm alone in a room by myself but the walls started caving, it's harder to breathe
The first time I met you I was feelin myself
And I know it's a problem to see
Everyone see it but me
I can't escape you, I think I love you
You're really taking me over
You made me weightless now I can't take it
Putting this weight on my shoulders
Not even acting myself, I'm a little bit bitter
A little bit colder
This is a mess, you got me stressed
I think it's best that we over
Bring me down to feel alive again
You taught me how to blame myself
Look what you put me through
That's just the toxic truth
Why can't I feel alive
Why can't I feel alive again
Bring me down to feel alive again
You taught me how to blame myself
Look what you put me through
That's just the toxic truth