I Wish Video (MV)

Sometimes I wish that I
Could close my eyes and then away I'd fly
Sometimes I wish that I
I'm tired of being me myself and I
Sometimes I wish that I
I'm tired of feeling like nobodies around me
Sometimes I wish that I
Really wish that I could find someone that would ground me

They say when do I be grinding
I'm like all day
They ask me if I'm stopping
I'm like no way

But I should reconsider
Am I lying to myself
Every time I close a curtain's
Like I'm crying out for help

Lord
Help me what I'm doing
Isn't beneficial but I keep on moving
But I'm really feeling like I need a vacay
4 cities 3 flights and a payday

Here me going mayday
Got me going crazy
Everything I try to do is positive you nay say
Places that I vacate
Gotta shoot the straight way
I'm not talking games
Why you talking bout a play day

So tired of my life and I hate this
And I really hoping that I'm gonna make it
I really didn't wanna have to say this
But I'm out of time and really out of patience

Sometimes I wish that I
Could close my eyes and then away I'd fly
Sometimes I wish that I
I'm tired of being me myself and I
Sometimes I wish that I
I'm tired of feeling like nobodies around me
Sometimes I wish that I
Really wish that I could find someone that would ground me

I feel my heart beating, oh
I mean bleeding
No one around to see it, so
No one believes it
Nobody could tell me better how I feel
I wasn't gonna say it but I will

When I'm around everybody always giving me a smile
When I frown on the inside but I hid it for a while
In my mind I convict myself I'm constantly on trial
But I know in reality I'm always in denial

Somebody come and tell me who I am
Cause right now I'm just someone else instead

Sometimes I wish that I
Could close my eyes and then away I'd fly
Sometimes I wish that I
I'm tired of being me myself and I
Sometimes I wish that I
I'm tired of feeling like nobodies around me
Sometimes I wish that I
Really wish that I could find someone that would ground me