it almost isn't real Video (MV)

The moments I can't find again
I'm lonely, haunted again

You'll never know this pain I feel, 'cause in the light of day
It almost isn't real

And it's hard to explain all the things I think
My love went to waste
It went down the drain
I am not the same

Since sadness came and overstayed

Confusion sets in and my mind is a blur
Overthinking too much
It's so hard to endure
It's so hard to endure
It's so hard too endure
It's my fault for sure
Don't wanna live anymore

Don't wanna live anymore
Don't wanna live anymore
Don't wanna live anymore

You'll never know this pain I feel, 'cause in the light of day
It almost isn't real
It'll never be real