i'm so confused (and really scared) Video (MV)

I'm so confused
And really scared
And it's not chill at all
But somehow I don't care
I'm in my room
All by myself
And I don't think that its
The best thing for my health

Cuz when you walk away

It's not alright
And I don't think that i
Can make it thru the night
So please don't go
You have to stay
And it's f*cked up because
I know that's not okay
I'm not that way
I'm not

Cuz when you walk away
I guess it's fine

No I don't have to lose you
No I don't have to choose you
Not this time
And I don't have to do this
No I don't have to prove it
Not tonight

When you see me
Come tomorrow
Rest assured
I won't be there to follow you

Let me explain
I apologize
For the way I was
When we met last night
That wasn't me
Well I guess it was
But it's not the me
That I wish I was
I get like that
When it gets real bad
Not because of you
I'm just really sad
Please come over
If you are still down
We should meet again
I feel better now