THEPLUGPABLO - The Merchant of Berlin Lyrics

This girl is trapped in my mind lately, I always pictured you carrying my baby, maybe
You used to be my lady, now your running through my mind driving me crazy, I'm getting messy and lazy
People telling me I need to focus on my dream, but how can I focus on my dream without my Queen
I swear to god this love thing has got me like a fiend/wanting what I can't have are you for real
My visions getting kinda blurred now, but I guess that's how my story goes
I got to look clearer at the bigger picture smoking on my weed drinking on my liquor
I'm damaging my liver
I'm spitting feelings hoping they'll deliver
Before I pass out and die, depression stages barely getting by
Smoking on this weed to get me high
I feel disconnected from this earth like a broken WiFi

The pain you cause me mentally you ripped my heart sentimentally the shit that's happening, it's a coincidence
I'm sick of this long dark road I'm feeling so cold, my hearts numb but I got no where to go
The visions that I used to have are now gone
I used to look at you with trust but now I look at you with disgust
Everything we discussed has just turned to lust
Shit who the f*ck am I to trust
This place this society it's a disgrace to the majority, people growing up in poverty
I've been there and struggled but I hustled and I fought till I caught grip of what I was meant to be taught
I figured out my plan, shit you said I'll always be your man
Going behind my back, god damn
I'll scratch you off my list, f*ck this Love shit
My mind is lost in the mist, with a witches twist