I just feel like I can't keep running
My whole life like, like second nature
Like you know, breathing is like, my thing
Has been to escape, to run, cause it's like
Sometimes shit just be too hard for me to face And I be feeling like, I'm too fragile and
I'm gone break
Hmm
Aye, look
I hope when I die , for once I'm at peace
I pray when I'm called home
I can finally sleep
Cause it gets so hard just to breathe
And I can't keep running away from me
And please don't tell me that for you
It ain't that deep
You might mean well, but that entails
You think I'm weak
You ever thought
I'm facing problems you can't see
Dry, but feel I'm drowning in the sea
Doorknob confessions
When she's leaving out the door
At war with self, and I don't even
Know what for
Held on to demons, I found out
That wasn't mine
If you let it go then Ducci, she gone be just fine
It's easier said than done
Face all your demons they keep telling me
Still haven't won
Learn to enjoy pain, you escape from
Brittany, don't you run
But I've been doing this my whole life
It ain't that easy of a fight
And y'all know that I'm right
I'm steady losing sleep
I toss and turn throughout the night
I'll kill these demons before they kill me
That's a solemn plight
Remember these words I weave
If I should take my life
I was long gone and my confessions
In my songs
I hope when I die , for once I'm at peace
I pray when I'm called home
I can finally sleep
Cause it gets so hard just to breathe
And I can't keep running away from me
And please don't tell me that for you
It ain't that deep
You might mean well, but that entails
You think I'm weak
You ever thought
I'm facing problems you can't see
Dry, but feel I'm drowning in the sea
I'm dry, but feel I'm drowning in the sea
No one to save me
I don't give no f*cks, they love to judge
And call me crazy
They couldn't walk miles in my shoes
So it don't matter and don't shit phase me
Brittany always tried to change
But Ducci, felt like change was wrong
Conflict of interest
I don't want them In my business
Tell them move along
I'm trying my best, so none of these
Bitch ass niggas, can tell me I'm wrong
I survived the test, I watched my grandma die Inside my home , when I was like 15
I wish she'd come back and get me
I hope when I die , for once I'm at peace
I pray when I'm called home
I can finally sleep
Cause it gets so hard just to breathe
And I can't keep running away from me
And please don't tell me that for you
It ain't that deep
You might mean well, but that entails
You think I'm weak
You ever thought
I'm facing problems you can't see
Dry, but feel I'm drowning in the sea