Kinda hurts to be Honest
And Vulnerable but here we go
Look
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Someone help me out!
Someone help me out!
I miss my grandma now
I wish I could go back
But I'm stuck in the present
I don't know why
I feel so sad
All I know is it's not helpin'
I'm not manic!
Could you understand it
Causing damage to everyone and yourself!?
I sabotage it I know inside
I'm just cryin' out for help!
You can't heal me when I am in pain
I'd rather be alone when I feel the rain
I'm no thug that's the old me
I've changed
But I'm still a Soldier
From my feet to my brain
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Bringin' up my medication
The best way To get you blocked
I'm so cool about a lot but look Bring that up I get hot
The ones I love
Tend to leave Or Cross
My boundaries like Chris
Disrespect me
I get grimy try me!
I ain't never been no bitch
PTSD but civilian
No pills for that but I'm still healin'
So when they ask about
My pills
They just tryin' to
Get in my business!
They not here
When shit get real that's how
I know
They don't care how I'm Healin'
Make me think bout
The teacher in high school
Back then ask
Did I take my Ritalin
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Someone help me out!
Someone help me out!
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English
Kinda hurts to be Honest
And Vulnerable but here we go
Look
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Someone help me out!
Someone help me out!
I miss my grandma now
I wish I could go back
But I'm stuck in the present
I don't know why
I feel so sad
All I know is it's not helpin'
I'm not manic!
Could you understand it
Causing damage to everyone and yourself!?
I sabotage it I know inside
I'm just cryin' out for help!
You can't heal me when I am in pain
I'd rather be alone when I feel the rain
I'm no thug that's the old me
I've changed
But I'm still a Soldier
From my feet to my brain
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Bringin' up my medication
The best way To get you blocked
I'm so cool about a lot but look Bring that up I get hot
The ones I love
Tend to leave Or Cross
My boundaries like Chris
Disrespect me
I get grimy try me!
I ain't never been no bitch
PTSD but civilian
No pills for that but I'm still healin'
So when they ask about
My pills
They just tryin' to
Get in my business!
They not here
When shit get real that's how
I know
They don't care how I'm Healin'
Make me think bout
The teacher in high school
Back then ask
Did I take my Ritalin
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Someone help me out!
Someone help me out!
And Vulnerable but here we go
Look
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Someone help me out!
Someone help me out!
I miss my grandma now
I wish I could go back
But I'm stuck in the present
I don't know why
I feel so sad
All I know is it's not helpin'
I'm not manic!
Could you understand it
Causing damage to everyone and yourself!?
I sabotage it I know inside
I'm just cryin' out for help!
You can't heal me when I am in pain
I'd rather be alone when I feel the rain
I'm no thug that's the old me
I've changed
But I'm still a Soldier
From my feet to my brain
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Bringin' up my medication
The best way To get you blocked
I'm so cool about a lot but look Bring that up I get hot
The ones I love
Tend to leave Or Cross
My boundaries like Chris
Disrespect me
I get grimy try me!
I ain't never been no bitch
PTSD but civilian
No pills for that but I'm still healin'
So when they ask about
My pills
They just tryin' to
Get in my business!
They not here
When shit get real that's how
I know
They don't care how I'm Healin'
Make me think bout
The teacher in high school
Back then ask
Did I take my Ritalin
My grandma Raised a Soldier Environment Raised a Thug
Think that's why
I keep on strugglin'
Receiving and givin' Love
Feel all the time uneasy
Or loved ones gone' leave me fast
Feel as though nobody
Sees me needs me wants me so I'm sad
Take my meds every night for that to be the first thing
That they ask
No one cares about
How I'm feelin' and how
I'm healin' or how I'm
Dealin'
How come no one got answers?
How I got PTSD but I'm a civilian?
Now all my friends
Think I'm the villain
Someone help me out!
Someone help me out!
Writer: Brittany Snowden
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