Theodore Hooks - Past to Future Lyrics

I'm my patient and my therapist
Can't be I'm just the rarest
Mentally I ain't so fearless
Disagree if I'm a lyrist
A doubt my mind might shrink
Need the tools to fix dat kink
Its just me a missin link
Break outta that precinct
A talent that I was given
The world should take a listen
These words I'm a technician
Writin poetry my new addiction
Put my anger in remission
Cut my pain with such precision
My god where's my physician
All my thoughts are causing friction
Confined within my mind
My hell where I reside
My emotions kept me blind
As I control I mastermind
Next Step what is my plan
My life it's in my hands
Why me I'm just a man
Knees weak I can barely stand
In my shoes I began to tremble
My life it was so simple
One bad choice it starts to ripple
My self hate with no acquittal
My mind trapped in the middle
Stop the fight I need a whistle
Throw the white towel in listen as I begin
In my mirror I found my friend
Through my eyes I saw within
All that hate in my own skin
And my fear dat came with sin
Who what why how where and when
As my mind begins to spin
Blame someone else that's just built in
And I realized in my mirror
Point my finger my minds clearer
It was me I'm my own steerer
Leave my past my rearview mirror
To the future and beyond
To my son's I pass it on
It's your race your marathon
The first you phenomenon
This world will try and hate
Don't conform and don't mutate
Just be you and don't be fake
Leaders lead they don't dictate
Use team work and dominate
Like they did in Golden State
With KD Draymond and Klay
Stephen Curry with the shake
Don't leave Iggy a mistake
With these words you see I paint
Unleashed mind with no restraint
As I choose to make a change
This is me since I was five
Just a kid I feel alive
In my skin I have new life
Deep within I took dat dive
I came out and I resurfaced
My house had to refurnish
My god please don't disturb us
To him I leave the verdict
Within I'm still imperfect
With him I leave my burdens
Check mirrors if you're observant
Point fingers your opponent
Your mind you can control it
Here's your chance here goes your moment
Back to me I'm just a poet
Superman I'm laser focus
Alien brain the games on notice
Freedom of speech forever flowin
My truth tough pill to swallow
Showin love click like and follow
If you hate your words are hallow
Keep to yourself or just unfollow
A conversation now there's a difference
Two plus mind's bouncing opinions
As I speak no interference
Flip the switch my turn to listen
What happened to discussion's
This world full of corruption
Act like we don't see nothin
Forget like a concussion
Blow it up I feel destructive
I'll live the repercussion's
My god we need instruction's
As we build with new construction