Theodea - Maturity Lyrics

I feel myself disintegrate
Being driven by fate
And I wish I'd do it all my way
But I can see my guts getting away

Yeah I'm feeling so fine
With you in my mind
You're just like a sunshine
But I don't want you to be mine

I'm ok on my own
It's good to be alone
But there's something I can't explain
It's driving me insane

I just can't stop the scare
If only I couldn't care
Hope I'm gonna get used to it
Hope I won't give any shit

When I was playing the fool
Just trying to be cool
To put everyone at ease
Oh no I didn't mean to please

It was a hell of a surprise
I was told I got a prize
But I felt some kind of guilt
Yeah I just lost my shit

I just can't stop the scare
If only I couldn't care
Hope I'm gonna get used to it
Hope I won't give any shit

I feel myself disintegrate
Being driven by fate
And I wish I'd do it all my way
But I can see my guts getting away

I feel myself disintegrate
Being driven by fate
And I wish I'd do it all my way
But I can see my guts getting away