Distress Video (MV)

I was going through some hard shit lately
Nobody around me was able to see
My mental distress increasing
The day I started acting crazy
Day by day
Everybody leaving me
Im alone now
Im f*cking miserable
Since the start I knew it
Maybe I should've thought
Before I opened my mouth
Now everybody feel hurted
Because of me
I feel so dead
I feel brainless
Maybe I should stop
Walking in circles
Havent' lefted home
On my chest there a hole
Where my heart was supposed to be
Im burning alive since he left me
The hole hurting and my heart bleeding
The hole hurting and my heart bleeding
My brain is saturated
My head's empty
I'm living dangerously everyday
I have one foot in the void like always
Time goes by
I feel like I'm weakening day by day
This world disgusts me
He makes me vomit
At the age of 17
Already drunk from this life
I don't really like people
It's an heresy to my eyes
The blood that flows in my veins
My skin that cools down
War, blood corpse
It's like being trap in a movie who never end
The world keep ignoring my cry for help
Go on, I appreciate
An endless ego war
The world is burning
The creation of Jesus
Who came to the final destruction
Humanity tends
To be destroyed
Life is full filled
With cyanide
The pain in my heart
Push me to the edge
Slowly dying
I think Its the end