TheMxtra - Did You Forget? Lyrics

I've been feelin troubled
No I haven't slept
The best parts of my life
Haven't happened yet
I hope that they do
Maybe someday soon
Hurt myself so many times
Shootin for the moon
Hey but maybe if it rhymes I could make it true
I can't see it in my mind
What I mean to you
Maybe it'll come with time
Like things usually do
So for now I'll say I'm fine
This is nothing new

Did you for-
-get how to love?
Did you fall
Outta love outta love?
Did you not know
How to love yourself?
Did you fall
Outta love ooh

Can you look me in the eyes
Tell me it's okay?
Doesn't matter if it's lies
If it keeps me safe
Somehow I need to unwind
All the fear and hate
I'm so used to being blind
That I lost my way
I bought things to bring me joy
But they never did
Just a tactic to avoid
All the shit I've hid
I need dopamine and toys
Like a little kid
But I can barely stay employed
Without losing it

Did you for-
-get how to love?
Did you fall
Outta love outta love?
Did you not know
How to love yourself?
Did you fall
Outta love ooh