PROUD OF ME Video (MV)

I'm afraid of love but I'ma try
Must've f*cked it up a hundred times
Lost some family to suicide
I nearly went and lost my mind
If I want it then I'm chasing it
I'm not leaving here with no regrets
And I'm still stuck here dealing with your damage
And somehow I can't understand it but
I made em' proud of me
Middle fingers up to those who doubted me
Let em keep on talking they about to see
Watch me make a million off a melody
I know when they see me they be proud of me
Middle fingers up to those who doubted me
Looking down on em from the balcony
Watch me make a million off a melody
Watch me do some shit that they ain't never seen
The way I'm working they can't get ahead of me
Said I won't be shit but imma take that chance
You better take that stance
Tryna f*ck up my plans
This shit don't make no sense
I need real people and real friends
Life's too short to pretend
Say what it is you really meant
Y'all lame as f*ck ya'll comic sans
And I'm still stuck here dealing with your damage
And somehow I can't understand it
I made em' proud of me
Middle fingers up to those who doubted me
Let em keep on talking they about to see
Watch me make a million off a melody
I know when they see me they be proud of me
Middle fingers up to those who doubted me
Looking down on em from the balcony
Watch me make a million off a melody
One life
One life
One life
Only one life
One life
One life