Thegoldensxn - Live Lyrics

Dear dairy I'm giving you the best of me
What is life , when this life keeps testing me
The devil still chasing me
Cause every seed i sow , i watch it grow but the flowers ain't blossoming
Damn all that hard work?
When time pass me by , I ain't talking about that clock work
Resilience in my heart , now i'm talking about my heart work
You brought me to my knees , so please define how "odd" works
Am i asking too much?
Whining about the paper while you offering life?
Am i asking too much?
Complaining about this freedom while niggas are doing life
Dear diary i'm giving you the worst of me
I'm cooking up my story with no spices in the recipe
It's Bitter sweet , but the truth been bitter
I was never picture perfect , don't you take me off that picture
Looking in the mirror , i'm still you I'm surprised
When i think about the things I've been through , its a lot
I walked in the shadow of death I'm never scared, he held my hand
And told me son walk in faith
I know a lot of people are worried about the boy
I know some close people who wishing i can fall , like Niagara falls
I just kill the flow like Moses in the red sea son its God given

Yeah life is crazy like that right?
Yeah uh
I just let my work speak for me
I mean them word are cool , but they misunderstood
They don't get em like they should.
Niggas been talking , i can't blame em if they through
Of hearing the Bull shit , bout how every nigger offers the new shit
Bout how they bout to hit the scene , with their whole team
Make the whole ting do 180 backflips
I keep my mouth closed when i do shit
I keep my heart froze , while i do business
Niggas take advantage of that friendship
I went titanic on that ship i had to sink it
Shout out to my bro's i only know the AIMErs
Target on lock now you see the danger
Bout to fill your dome , bullet in the chamber
Ai'nt talking shooter , i'm bout to kick some knowledge

I always kept it low key , even at school when i started
They ain't know me
Rolling with my partners till we lost 1 to a car crash
Prior that his sons birth , he met his son set before he got his son set
Life is crazy it ain't nothing new
Could've been me , could've been you but now we here
If you here and you living , don't you there get caught up
On some hype Shhh....

This is me , this is me
I've been dying on my own , I've been building up my throne
This is me , this is me
Spark the switcher by myself , did i switch up on myself?
Phsychi worried about my health
This is me , this is me
I ain't never felt this low , Confidence just took a knock
There's somethings i never told
This is me , this is me
I've been chasing all these numbers , till i lost what really counted
I've been shaky since the move out
This is me , this is me
I ain't always worth the picture , but when i look in the mirror i can see
There's God there , Now it's all clear
There's a storm here i ain't, floating cause the encore held me down
The encore held me down, the encore held me down
That's God nigger, God

Live and Learn or Crash and Burn, It's all about the way you act
I'ts sink or swim i choose to live
I'm dodging all these shark attacks
I thank God daily for my motherf*ckn cousin
I thank God daily for my lil bro Romeo
Cause how am i supposed to fail , when he looking at my eyes
I know they say men don't cry , but when a nigga looking back
I break a tear or two , Seeing the things i went through
I'm still standing on 2 , and i owe it to you
You a G , i ain't talking Gangster I'm talking God
I talk to you , you talking back
I talk to them , they talk behind my back
It's clear now whose a friend, it's clear now who needs your help
Lord have mercy, things is bout to get messy , outta hand
Take the wheel before i crash this ride, I've been taking L's
I've never felt this high
But the music is my therapy, But the music is my therapy
Yeah that's therapy