TheDamianBro - L Lyrics

I remember when you sent the break up text
I was speechless wondering what to think of next
Didn't know what to do, cause I thought I was the best
For you but you thought otherwise, okay I guess
Did you ever cry before you made peace with it?
Or were you fine? Did you ever think of deleting it?
I was so blind didn't realize our time was freezing over, so I gave your heart back and kept a little peace of it
I was hoping that we weren't over forever
Especially since we'd promised each other that we were forever
But I guess I didn't put the puzzle pieces together
Your love it seemed was long gone, I have to find someone better
I was hurting for months, kept reading all your letters
All 27 of 'em, I could feel my face getting redder
As the hot tears came streaming down, thinking I let her
Slip away too easily, now my heart screams, tenor

I've been chasing L for so long my hearts still attached
Guess I didn't notice how hard I was fighting to have it back
Even if it was something that we never had
I kept chasing L because my heart was on relapse

Something bout the way it happened told me something wasn't right
Guess it wasn't out of no where, but I had hugged you tight
That day was that your way to let me down softly? Cause that might-
Make it better, just little despite
That the fact I was in love with you ever since we were little
For you to throw it away like that just made me think you were with him
Everyday when I wasn't there, I was hoping you wouldn't kiss him
I was too self centered to see that I was causing all the problems
That's what made you fall for him, not that fact that he was flawless
Cause I told you from day one that he wasn't who you thought he was
And it shattered me even more when you didn't listen cause you thought I was
Just being jealous and I wish you'd have listened
Instead of fighting me over it, and just leaving us distant
Until you needed me again, when he left, that's sum isn't it?
Well I guess that's good for me now, because I've been-

I've been chasing L for so long my hearts still attached
Guess I didn't notice how hard I was fighting to have it back
Even if it was something that we never had
I kept chasing L because my heart was on relapse