$ The Symbol - The One Lyrics

Long live all my brother that's in the grave now
I'm tryna make out it out a place we don't make it out
Fell short on all my goals and started breaking down
My Best friend killed his self it's started to weigh me down

I been goin through hell and I can't stand the flames
They killed my nicca in the spring now I can't
Stand the rain
Goin numb off these drugs I can't stand the pain
Time slide somebody die they gon feel the same

I should've went to the league but I'm in van wit killas
Ready to crash into a nicca and whoever standing wit em
Knew I was smarter than my actions but I can't shake the system
God showed us all the signs but we wasn't payin attention

Neph got kill by somebody that said they love em
That's why when they said the love me I didn't trust it
They killed my nicca in his sleep he ain't see it comin
Having dreams of gettin killed can't sleep for nothin

The love for my brother turned me to a killa
And the pain from poor turned me to a dealer
That pain cut me deep come be my healer
I rather be gorilla can't be a victim

Praying to god every day but I'm not a religious man
Started running chit with the h60d I thought I had a plan
I almost gave up when the cig homie turned fed
It fucced me up when cuz Told on his best friend