The Black Maria - To Have Loved Lyrics

Close your eyes and just let go
And find the beauty outside of your front door
You've been lost in the dark
Inside your apartment with a broken heart
Because it hurt too much to let go

And you have lost all your self-control
You wake up miserable
A broken heart in a box you buried away
Six feet under to get rid of all the pain

Because it hurts too much to let go
Of the life you always have known
You've been lost in yourself
Your imagination is a crippling hell
To have loved is to let go

And you have lost all your self-control
You wake up miserable
A broken heart in a box you buried away
Six feet under to get rid of all the pain

You have lost all control
You wake up miserable
A broken heart in a box you buried away
Six feet under to get rid of all the pain

You said you'd never change
And you can't seem to bring us back to the place of
Where we first started from
And you swore that you'd never leave and forever be
Mine and that you'd die beside me
So where are those forgotten promises now?

You have lost all control
You wake up miserable
A broken heart in a box you buried away
Six feet under to get rid of all the pain

You have lost all control
You wake up miserable
A broken heart in a box you buried away
Six feet under to get rid of all the pain

My light is my hope that won't stop burning
For a love that is more than just a passing thing
How long? How much more?
How long? How long will this take?