That Fragile Capricorn - Find Me Twice Lyrics

I hate that all the sad songs finally make sense
I've heard them all enough to know just how the story ends
I could try to change the narrative but no offense
At this point I don't want to
At this point I don't want to

I sat back and watched my sadness turn to disbelief
I gave myself the time to grow around the grief
You had a window to confront me but you couldn't stand the breeze
So you closed it on me
Yeah you closed it on me

Now I'll be everywhere you look; always just a call away
Living at the same address; wear my clothing just the same
When you call I'd pick up on the first ring Wouldn't that be nice?
You may look but you won't find me twice

I wasted all my evenings searching for a sign
When nothing worked I put my faith in the divine
And Isaiah 60:22 says what I want takes time
So I kept on waiting
Yeah I'm still waiting

After all this time you showed me how you really felt
And when I close my eyes I see you with somebody else
Maybe you came in my life to teach me how to love myself
Well I'm still learning
And I'll keep on learning

Now I'll be everywhere you look; always just a call away
Living at the same address; wear my clothing just the same
When you call I'd pick up on the first ring Wouldn't that be nice?
You may look but you won't find me twice

Hearts hearts hearts forget
Next time I will think twice before I walk right through an open door
Call me crazy I agree I'm chasing daisies
I just wait wait for tomorrow
There's no good just bye when you're caught up in lies
Only those who are in between love me
An iris flower glows its violet luster in a pasty field
Of hearers and doers what am I?

Now I'll be everywhere you look but I'm nowhere to be found
You might hear me say "I love you" even when I'm not around
When you knock I'll open in a hurry Wouldn't that be nice?
You may look but you won't find me twice
Yeah you may look but you won't find me twice