Not to Be Video (MV)

Something I lost & forgot
Try to draw paths between dots
A letter a photo that opens the door to the dark
Your face in sunglasses reflects
The love in this world ever ends
But a countdown a t minus zero goes off in my head

Reasons that are obvious to you still elude me
Maybe the things that I want aren't to be

Pursue the things we must possess
If I'm lost could you say it again
Lying awake with no secrets or dreams to confess
All of the love I've been shown
Maybe I've lost all I've known
Hundreds of chances & I've blown every single one

Reasons that are obvious to you are lost upon me
Maybe the things that I want aren't to be

Something I lost & forgot
Forgotten but I should have not
Do you ever look back or let on
Do you still miss me when I'm gone