ThankYouJerry - Neverland Lyrics

I told this shorty that I really wanna build my platform
She heard a couple beats and she said she want me to rap for her
Told me don't forget her if I'm ever out on road touring
You know I always thought these Carolina bitches type boring
She call me and she say that she really wish I would type more
Producing music lately but honestly I should write more
Told I don't really wanna fight more and I mean it
Couple ups and downs it seem like she stopped believing
Crying on my shoulder baby girl cry me a river
Making you feel smaller was never ever near my intentions
Pay for my mistakes like that shit is a f*ckin pension
Been acting without permission
My actions don't got no limits
A long way from penny pinchin
So sick of broke penicillin
Every bad decision is turnin me to a villain
Lifestyle I'm living be lucky make it to 30
Tryna to talk to God I just pray the big homie heard me
Say that you a friend to me
But constantly offending me
Talk behind my back but when you see me think I'm interesting
Don't even speak to some of the niggas used to be kin to me
Promise they not my enemies
I just moved onto bigger things
Vodka Sprite with my lemon wings
I'm tryna make a million beans
Just stack a little bread before a nigga dead
Couple things in my head prolly be never said

Things in my head that I'll never say
Dreams in my head why I lie awake
I just wanna go far far away
But Neverland is only the film's mane
Things in my head that I'll never say
Dreams in my head why I lie awake
I just wanna go far far away
But Neverland is only the film's mane

Never ever ever land
Staring out the window
Ion need a helping hand I'm not tryna offend you
Been doing shit myself for so long
Needing some help just seem wrong
Hope my self suffience ain't my downfall cause my pride ain't too strong
I just don't know who tryna use me
Gave people my trust and they f*cked around and abused me
Not physically but mentally, exploiting shit that gets to me
I had to let that go because I knew it wasn't meant for me
Women I been meeting ain't really who they pretend to be
Long weekdays be feeling like f*ckin centuries
Weekends goin by in a blur got me perturbed
Money on my phone so I can't use do not disturb
I don't even know the verbs to put my thoughts into words
Every verse that you done heard is coming straight from the hurt
Ion even gotta lie bout coming straight out the dirt it was problems in the burbs
I know my mama was hurt
So I gotta make it
I see a chance my nigga you know I gotta take it
A come up is a way a life and we not doin favors
A liq'll have you living nice it's only temporary
You hit it in November you'll be broke by January
I'm tryna make it rappin feds'll trap you trappin
Bus a cap it happens just because you black
And Like Rats in a maze All up inside the governmental lab and
Shit the government made acid
But they still love keepin tabs
And I still love taking Dabs to the face
And I still like pretty girls wit a waist
I just wanna go far far away
I just wanna go far far away
What that shit say

Things in my head that I'll never say
Dreams in my head why I lie awake
I just wanna go far far away
But Neverland is only the film's mane
Things in my head that I'll never say
Dreams in my head why I lie awake
I just wanna go far far away
But Neverland is only the film's mane