I guess I would get it if
If only I knew
Mind racing
Hesitation pacing
Drugs running through my veins
Thats the shit I do
Anxiety hit me the hardest when Im all alone and shit
Anxiety hit me the hardest when Im out in front and shit
I see many faces but hide my intentions
The realest but I need my space thanks to cloudy visions
All alone again Im guessing its my fault
Im froze in a zone the pricing is show art
Dear supporters Im sorry Im hella bent
And this is so heavy shit
Might need you a cigarette
To digest the shit I said with the true intent
My mind is in a space where
I need you and you need me
At least that's what I tell myself
Afraid of the openness
Afraid of the fakest shit
The weight of me holding it
Part of me taking it
In replace of the state Im in
Aint faking it
Even the strong ones get weak
You live in entitlement
And this is the life I live
I aint buying it
I aint switching positions
I aint with that lying shit
Im lying for better shit
Im over dosing and Im choking on asphalt
Im paving my ass off
In the loneliest of streets it still feels busy to me
But niggas will tell you, you lit
And you doing everything you need to do
You moving in silence cause your life's a lie
And nobody else knows the truth
But you do
A word from the wise lies are transparent
Just look in my eyes
You search and you find
Dear supporters Im sorry Im hella bent
And this is so heavy shit
Might need you a cigarette
To digest the shit I said with the true intent
Dear supporters Im sorry Im hella bent
And this is so heavy shit
Might need you a cigarette
To digest the shit I said with the true intent